Oh The Joys of Pregnancy

Ok, so right now I'm NOT OK!!! I am so hormonal, and so emotional its ridiculous. I want to scream at people, cry in my pillow, and running away sounds pretty good too right now. I swear last week everything was in order. I knew dates and times, and had arrangements made. Now I feel like I dont know anything. I had plans to have walls skimmed on next Thursday and Friday while I clean, and paint on Saturday and Sunday. SO NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!!! I didn't factor in priming. Ha!!! Now I have help on Saturday and Sunday but none after that. Tony will be at work. Anyone else ever felt overwhelmed by a HUGE paint project and taking care of 3 kids??? Dont forget the moving and organizing!!! I am determined to have this ALL done by the time mom gets back from Rachel's. I just dont know that it will be, and if it's not I'm gonna be really disappointed in myself because I wanted mom to come back to a "new" house. Tristin had his last day of school today, so I dont even get a break now. He doesnt take naps so that means I will have at least one kid all day long. It doesnt help either when people around you are being negative. Tony keeps saying he doesnt think the money is coming. Even when I tell him I have be REASSURED BY NOT ONLY THE IRS BUT MY IRS ADVOCATE!!! The check is being mailed THIS Friday, I know I wont get it on Saturday, or Monday because the mail isnt running on Memorial Day. I am expecting Tuesday or Wednesday at the LATEST. I have my hopes very high up, and its almost like Tony is TRYING to knock them down. It's hard to stay positive when your so emotional already. I'm even upset about a curtain that hangs over a door. There is something really wrong with that picture. Not to mention (and I'm not mad at anyone) nobody responded to my blog about Star being a girl. NOT EVEN ON FACEBOOK. Except Vanessa. Well, I'm gonna get going because it is starting to become very difficult to follow my own no negative posts rule.